As I’m reading through the wanderings of Israel in the Old Testament and, subsequently, God’s dealings with them, I am struck with a sense with which I am at a loss to both control and explain. Get this: I find myself, at often times, siding with the Jews! I want to defend them, justify their ignorance, and even accuse God! I am in no state to be doing so, but I can’t shake the fact that God could kill a generation for their rebellion against entering a piece of land and not think it to be a little extreme (I know, I know. I’ve read Romans 9:10). Obedience to an all-powerful, all-knowing, even all-loving God is crucial, but what I know of grace, tells me that I have it good. It also tells me that I am (or think I am) taking advantage of God’s goodness. I’m reminded of Paul’s words in Romans 6:1. 

I think God is about to show me something big…